Honestly, I'm scared
Because I feel like I'm losing grip
I feel like I'm falling apart
I feel my hand-sewn heart starting to rip.
Honestly, I'm miserable
Because it feels like it's been so long
Since we've been good together
I know you miss it too, so don't tell me I'm wrong.
Honestly, my world is ending
And there's no one to save my life
I took one look at who I've become
Then I took two glances at the knife.
Honestly, my word is fading
And you can't believe anything I say
But honey, it's the same with you
Same shit, different day.
Honestly, I still love you
But I don't know who I'm trying to be
And if I told you everything about who I am
Could you still love me?
Honestly, I know we're never going to be
As good as we once were
I wanted to live in a fairytale
And your princess - I wanted to be her.
Honestly, how could I let you go
Yeah, how could I get you back in my bed
Either way, we're just as broken
Either way, you're still swimming in my head.
Honestly, you're not the one
But I'm just so damn confused now
"Fix it," I scream at you
Just please stop asking me "How?!"
Honestly, I need a miracle
We need God in every day
For you, I'd walk the earth
For me, you couldn't even pray.
i loved this!
Posted by: Sue'Render | 02/20/2009 at 11:37 AM